Wednesday, July 13, 2022

I am so unbelievably tired

 


I have been so exhausted these past few days it's frustrating. I think it's mostly due to me falling asleep late and working out seven days a week. I stopped drinking caffiene in the evening recently because even though some nights my eyes were tired I still couldn't fall asleep.

Usually I tell myself to stop being a baby about it and do the assignments or watch the lessons, but today I just know that in my current condition it would be pointless. Being this tired while studying has a really low chance of me retaining the information the next day, or any length of time.

When I first starting drawing seriously at around 14 or 15 years old, I got this intense burning sensation in my head from being so frustrated and out of energy from messing up my lines and trying to figure out how to correct it. This was temporary and it went away after a couple months of drawing, but I felt that same burning sensation when I was studying today. 

I figured it was my brain telling me that I'm burned out, it was even affecting my mood, so I called it a day for the studies. Got about a few hours in, but I was just tired from the start. Gonna go to bed early tonight and get a good 9 hours of sleep in, and see what that does for me.

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