pilot

 

You know, I never really revisited old posts and read them. Sometimes I sifted through the images, to get a feel of where I was at at the time, but I never really read them--including the first post I made.

Well, I just went and read it, and was pleasantly surprised by how tame the post itself was. I was also surprised about my goal, where I specified that it didn't matter if it was 20 seconds or 20 hours, it counts as a sketch. 

But this whole time, during the blog... I never once treated it that way.

I always felt really guilty about uploading something that took maybe a few minutes or so, and I think the guilt was subconsciously putting me off from posting in the first place. But now that I look back, I'm not sure why I thought this. I met the criteria, what was the problem? 

I think it was that I genuinely forgot about what it was about so early on. Maybe it was around the first miss, of that which I clearly remember, was near the end of January... but that's just speculation. I'm not sure when I forgot, or if I ever even remembered before.